As I was planning the first posts for this new year I thought I would include some regular posts - such as monthly favourites and goals - as well.
I want to post a 'life update' every half a year to keep things a little organised in life. It's almost like a journal to me because I want to write down experiences, things that bother me, make me happy, etc.
First of all I want to mention the photo above because that's one of the first photos I took with my new 35mm lens! Looove it!
But now on to the actual post...
As of the 18th of January this year I can say that I will have to start seeing my therapist a lot more often than before. My anxiety has gotten a lot worse all of a sudden and both my Mum and my Dad are quite worried about me and that's why they advised me to go back to a regular therapy.
This time I really hope that I will be shown some specific tips and tricks on what to do whenever I feel anxious or panicky. It's definitely going to be a long way but I'm very determined that I will handle this better than the last time.
I was trying my best to ban my love life from this blog for as long as possible but now I just have to write about it.
In October last year my boyfriend of two years and I broke up because we both thought it'd be better that way. Last week, however, we started talking again and I realised how much I miss him... Lots of people tell me to get over him and that I'm better off without him but then there are also people who tell me that it's worth a second chance. I'm still beyond confused and I hope to find a good way to figure this out soon.
My time in school is almost over - just one more year - and then I'm released into the adult world... Of course I'm already looking for an apprenticeship or study to start in summer next year but as for now I have no idea what exactly I want to do. I hope the appointment with my school's job counsellor will help me find the right way to sort this out a little more.
And last but not least, I turned blimmin' eighteen years old yesterday!! I don't feel any different, though. My friends and I are going to have a little party next week with lots of Minions, Disney and presents; because they just know me all too well.
I hope you liked this kind of post! :-) x